I didn’t start this space because I had clarity.
I started it because I needed somewhere quiet to be honest.
For a long time, life felt loud — decisions, expectations, grief, the pressure to keep moving even when something inside me was asking to slow down. Faith was still there, but it didn’t always look the way I thought it should. Some days it felt steady. Other days it felt tired. Most days, it felt unfinished.
Somewhere along the way, I realized that God was meeting me not in answers, but in stillness. In quiet mornings. In open spaces. In moments where nothing was required of me except honesty. That’s where rebuilding began — not all at once, but slowly, gently, without an outline.
There were days when faith didn’t look like certainty for me — it looked like showing up without words. I stopped trying to force clarity and started allowing stillness. Somewhere in that quiet, I realized God wasn’t waiting for me to be stronger — He was already there.
I also know I didn’t find my way back alone. Through the steady guidance of my husband, I was gently led to reconnect with Jesus and to trust God again, even when it felt hard. For the past couple of years, that trust has been something I’ve had to practice step by step — walking forward alongside my husband and family, learning that faith isn’t meant to be carried alone.
Between Me & God is a place for that kind of rebuilding.
This is not a space for polished faith or tidy conclusions. It’s a space for prayers that don’t always sound confident, for questions that don’t need to be solved right away, and for reflections that are still forming. Some entries may be longer. Some may be only a few honest lines. Some may simply be where I am that day.
I’m learning that faith doesn’t have to be loud to be real. It doesn’t have to be explained to be strong. Sometimes it’s just sitting still long enough to breathe and trusting that God is present in that quiet.
If you’re reading this and you feel like you’re in-between — between what was and what’s next, between certainty and trust, between exhaustion and hope — you’re not alone. This space isn’t here to rush you forward. It’s here to let you rest where you are.
I don’t know exactly what this blog will become, and I’m okay with that. What I do know is that honesty belongs somewhere. Faith deserves room to breathe. And stillness has more to offer than we often give it credit for.
This is where I’m starting.
Slowly. Honestly.
Between me and God.
Between Me & God 